Lately, i've felt very tired like my brain functions slowly so i did nothing clearly or completely, even drawing.
I feel like i can draw as quick as i used to, it always take me 2 or 3 days, may be over 4 to finish ..... and the quality turned out to be... quite bad. I'm so sorry about recent drawings i did for those who commissioned me
my head is kinda chaos due to alot of disturbances from outside ( i often get interrupted by bullshit thing-to-do stuff that partly prevent me from spending time drawing )
....... i know it will be ridiculous to say, but... i feel alittle unfair when i only get inactive for several days, and my number watchers gradually decreases for no reason while others artists rarely get through this and they still receive a lot of feed backs from their supporters. *knocks head* what did i say... really
Ridiculous, isnt it ?
I'm not dead yet and this account is not a dead man's one. I dont know why you guys do this but this is your right.. and i have no right to dig in the reason.
Moreover, i also feel being neglected by friends whom i repesct and appreciate. They're into those having better skills than me and more fans..... i think
No matter how you look down on me or ignore me. I still consider you guys as my friends and support your works
That's all for today.